hello ppl, PLEASE READ!! ok please read this all as i wont be posting probably for a long time so take ur time to read this al so listen to the song as well it contains the message i want to portray(u dont have to watch vid tho,,,, but the kid is soo cute =P), for those who dont want to read then skip below to my regular blog....but i strongly suggest tht u read it. ok...firstly school os comning to an end....its been a hectic, spiteful year full of hatred and backstanding and under the surface struggles... tht was an understatement, and all of you who are reading know in your hearts tht wat im saying is true...ok there are less than 10 days of school left....looking back to august wen we all met i will reflect vaguely the changes that took place this year. in september we were one, we were all shy new friends, things were bright....i came to rchk everyday happy and excited, school felt like home.. but within 2 weeks everyones true color was shown...i aint dissing here but im sure all of u will agree with me here... there was bitching everywhere, every corner ppl were talking about others negatively...it was crazy...some ppl came later in the year were lucky to come when most of the bitching died down... later near the middle of the year things simmered down alittle, there were less hatefull stares less hatefull comments, less bitching... but it was still there... you know everyone says tht its not bitching...tht its saying ur opinion and mind....im all for tht...but when it comes to the sake of peace then fucking dont do it! what i mean is.......ok picture this.......ur working in an office with many other employees....u hate a good number of them.....u march up to them and bitch at their face......war starts in the office.....u get fired.....u lose ur job, ur children starves etc. but u had a choice in all this...wat if u chose to tolerate...to endure your colegues...for the sage of sanity....for the sake of keeping your job....ok rchk isnt tht extreme but examples of this can be seen but i wont say names...but i will mention an example from phoenix... sorry erica and others but im sure u wont mind... ok back then we all knew the y12 and we used to all hang out and everything....but in reality we knew tht they all hated each other but in front of each other they still was nice and warm.....i mean u dont have to like everything about a person in order to be their friends......i dislike alot of ppl in this school i hate to say it but u dont see me giving scornful stares at them in a hallway....ar excluding them from convos...i jus change myself put a smile on my face tolerate and then leave tht way im happy, they are happy and so is everyone else........ i mean when u hurt someone u dont see it but u hert urself....i dont see exactly how tht works but its true....when u are mean to someone and u enjoy it then u are evil but i doubt anyone is like that...if u are then im sorry....but im sure tht wen ur mean to someone it kills alittle bit of urself inside.... i should know............ life is all about changing urself in order to live with the envoronment around u and tht includes other people...how did humans get through the ice age.....we adjust and changed to fit our environment...its exactly the same with ppl.... if everyone shunts another out because they dislike one characteristic then we cant live in this world....i mean its funny isnt it....we love to look at other people and judge their faults but when we look at ourself....are we perfect? answer this....can u look at urself and say freely tht u are perfect? i know i cant...if u can then u are messed..... the thing is.... we dont want to change.....we wait on the world to change.....and really its up to us to stand up and adjust to accomodate.... i just hope tht u all can read this and think about it....and maybe next year things can be different..... im sorry for writting so much and i know most of u wont even read it...and some of u might get pissed at me so ill talk about my faults....i know this year i messed up quite alot....i goffed with ppls feeling sometimes....i was insensitive and cold at time but warm and mean at others....ive also broke some promises....iv also bitched a few times....i try not to but its hard..... on a positive note...i try to be friends with everyone =D so ill stop there........al i wanna say is one simple message.....for my man Bob Marley "one love, one heart...lets get together and feel alrite" love yah all!
REGULAR BLOG soooooo lol wassup people... life has been extremely confusing lately.... alot of mixed up feelings....but the good thing is tht its all almost over..... today was sara posts last day with us and we will all friggin miss her badly =) this week was alot of ppl bday as well...pretty cool... i rediscovered bob marley who is playing right now lol love tht dude.... anyways peace out folks | 
